A Primer on Love Affairs

Self-awareness is the foundation of thriving in romance.

1949hrs, the loud bursting of Nipsey Hussle’s victory lap album has gone quite, and self made dinner is ready, only awaiting a clean, bathed male that is me after a full day of fun fitness activities. But will writing a bit about love affairs hurt? No. I mean, who hasn’t fallen in love (or thought they were)? Who doesn’t want to love and be loved? Even gender critical feminists crave it. Toxic masculinity niggarz of the galctic men’s movement also love love. And now, so it goes.

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There is a lot maiming happening between men and women who have had romantic engagements that turned out bad. And my very biased but accurate opinion on why this is so is because of a lack of self-awareness. In simple terms, true romance can not thrive where the man and woman are lacking self-awareness.

The world is filled with weak narratives and ideologies that keep people blocked from their truth right from birth all the way into adulthood. Everyone blindly follows a guru, a coach, a priest, their boomer parents, or a celeb as their north star of romance. And so most people never get to experience and give conditional love that leads to unconditional love, bringing success and a happy ever after. Most people have blatantly stated they’re in love, yet really, it was all delusions that led to either bad endings or ugly tolerance.

You absolutely need to be a self-aware person to know if a relationship is going to work or not. If you are incapable of reason, emotion, and blinded by popular culture and narratives, all your romantic engagements will be superficial nomatter how enjoyable they may be and might only end up in painful disappointment if not for you, then for the person you entangled with. Unfortunately, this is the way for many people when it comes to romance. It’s funny, people even marry based on these. Hahaha!

Anyway, since self awarenss is hard to achieve, your friends and family can help you know yourself and communicate it properly to your person or the person you’re about to get down with. But you have to be a mentally developed and open person to filter their advice.

Lack of self awareness in romance makes people lose themselves with each other, thinking they’re in love only then to arrive at a place where they can not go back, making the relationship ugly, and ending it with disappointment, a cyle that can continue if the breakup is not handled well.

It is why obnoxios gender critical feminists will say men are vain and trash. It is why toxic men will say only them are capable of loving. And that a woman is incapable of loving. To the woman reading this, men are not trash. It is because when you became sexually available to a lot of men, you lacked the discernment to know who you should give your body and why, and that was partly because of your stupidity and that of your parents. And for the man, love is just something that everyone is capable of. Women, even if you say they’re childish, can really love. Not a man’s thing alone, trust me.

Become conscious. Become self-aware. Then, find the self-awareness and consciousness that you have achieved in the person you want.

Once again. Biased, but accurate. Si mi ndo nakusho. Signed, Nick. Out!

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What arsenal fans don’t understand about the sports industry.

Arsenal football club was yesterday given a beating by Manchester city football club and now many of the arsenal fans are in pain and disbelief after they dropped points from a convincing league lead that lasted months. Right now, the gunners are likely going to lose the English football title to Manchester city if these opponents win all their remaining games with convincing goals just like they normally do.

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Arsenal fans, as they are known, are one of the most prideful fans of football on earth. But despite this pride, arsenal just never wins important trophies, loses important matches, and season after season, they tend to bottle up the league lead towards the final weeks of the English Premier league. This is like clockwork. It’s automatic and easy to notice the pattern if you look back the years.

It is this pattern that interests me, and that’s exactly what we are going to explore in this brief write-up straight from my work desk on a bright Monday in the Karura hills of the green Kiambu county. And by the way, what I am about to write is esoteric wisdom that applies not only to arsenal but to the entire sports industry from football to motorsports and nearly all other popular athletic sports. Esoteric simply means secret and kept from mass awareness. Ok, so now go!

The truth about the sports industry.

There is an esoteric structure of the world that controls the public by forming narratives and determining the happiness and moods of people. This esoteric structure thrives on two things. Energy and attention. And for sports specifically, everything that is happening is under a predeterimed script designed by world governments, English royal family, secret societies, and other entities that I don’t need to mention here right now.

Powerful and bold statements right there, but please read on!

Since these powerful people are aware of how the energy and attention of people work and their worth, they know how to make the masses uselessly happy and confused using their secret orchastrestions.

Take a look at Arsenal fans and how they normally behave in the months when the club is thriving. High energy, optimistic, and hopeful that heaven will land on their palms if they win the league and other major English trophies. Then the losses start coming, and the many fans change moods, become sickly, and even begin to lose sleep. This is not just an opinion, this is real and even right now, I can bet there’s an arsenal fan somewhere who is broken down, almost unable to work or function properly until they see Arsenal win again.

Unfortunately, the big football clubs of the big football leagues and competitions are allies of the royal family that relate to the secret societies, and getting genuine enjoyment from football is like prescribing pain for yourself. You will enjoy it during the highs, but the lows will come, and you will be left in disbelief and even suffer because the direction and function of the sports industry are highly controlled.

Biased takes, but true takes my darling reader.

The secret societies know that if people train their attention and focus on things that grow them and make them more mature human beings, they will loose grip on the worldwide soul and universal happiness will be achieved by many, something which is against their agenda and grand plan of controlling masses.

I have swum in philosophy and esoteric science for years, and I am conveyed that what we are witnessing on the English football stage is most likely a plan to keep the enthusiast arsenal forever locked in fluctuating moods and sucking their energy which they could channel to meaningful endeavours.

Save you attention and energy, my bro!

Let me use an example of a typical arsenal fan who is a gent with a wife and a baby but every other weekend or midweek he has to be away from his real people just to go hung out watching arsenal play and also engage in bad habits like drinking alcohol which are obviously promoted by the secret society to suppress intelligence and self awareness. Can he make proper use of his time? I bet yes.

Since all that is happening in sports is scripted with bilions of dollars invested, why would I waste my 2 hours watching people knock around a football and run about in a pitch? Surely, it’s enjoyable to watch football, but do you know how much you’re wasting and the ripple effect of simply letting external forces control or determine your mood and energy and overall life satisfaction? You don’t know!

Do not even lie to yourself that you never feel the energy rush. Do not lie to yourself that football results don’t affect you days and night. No, my bro, it’s not fun or recreational. It’s is mind control and energy harvesting.

I felt it from years of worshipping at the altar of Manchester United. I am sure arsenal fans experience that rash of energy every time the boys enter the pitch, whether they win or lose.

These days, however, people are waking up to the truth that happiness and life enjoyment can not be externally contracted but internally achieved by proper use of one’s focus and energy. Because where attention flows, energy goes. And if all your energy or a significant amount of it goes to a controlled sports event, what are you left with? I hope that arenal fans are among these people who are waking up. Out!

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Man, What Should I do With my Life and Time?

Gym story with obvious answer.

Man has only a limited physical existence, and when death catches up with you, it’s times over on earth.

This reality alone is enough for man to engage in an internal dialogue on what he is going to use his time to make his existence worthwhile in this world designed to constantly dull his spirit and bring him confusion.

This reality applies to every man and I see this from time to time. One example is when I was at a gym on one February Saturday morning.

Let me go on memory on how things unfolded in brief narration.

I was training, and then in came a man who, instead of training, he sat at the entry with the manager chitchatting and left about an hour later without working out. He was full gear with shoes, nice training shorts and a tee. He didn’t even look like a fat man confused about how to train.

I observed and listened to him talking with the gym manager. All while I trained with weights pushing through a heavy full body session. Most of the time, he was looking across the road and commenting on things I was unable to hear. At some point, he walked to the weight rack and picked a heavy dumbbell, and tried lifting it as if training his arm. Then he made a sound and put it back, returned sitting at the entry.

After I finished lifting, I went to a separate room to stretch.

I had finished stretching and resting on a chair with a bottle of water when he came in and tried doing some roller movement on the mat and stopped. Then he tried doing jump ropes and stopped in less than a minute.

He started telling the gym manager that he was just not in the spirit to work out. And said he’d have to figure out where to go.amd what else to do. I am using this example because at this point, I see a lot in people just as much as I see a lot in myself. A common observation among many men is poor spirit and lack of truth in the words they say to themselves and the world.

And it is this shortcoming that leaves many of us unable to live intentionally with class in thought, word, and action.

If you have a limited existence, why would you allow time to vanish into eternity as you wait to get in the right spirit or lack motivation to finish a less than one hour workout?

Since time waits for no man, it’s unfortunate that only a few men who will use it best for their self blossom and ascension into glorious living of victory, fulfilment, and happiness.

What should I do with my life and time? Keep at the top of yourself physically, mentally, and spiritually and never allow time for uncertainity and lack of intention. Becacuse at one time, death will end your life. That is the answer, and how you use it is up to you, man!

Signed, Nick.

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Saturday Dispatch on Weekly Trendz.

Gay Tech bosses – a boy story inside.

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I am at my home office desk while typing this on my phone after a light morning walk in the drizzling Karura showers and later enjoying my breakfast of sour milk, fried eggs and ripe bananas and now the idea on what to write about has finally solidified in my mind.

So, a popular masculinity leader by the name of amerix was posting on X saying that men in tech are suffering.

How are these boys suffering?

I saw it before, the same amerix posting on X a video where boys were asked to shake their behinds during an interview for tech roles. I never gave it much attention but I know it’s true that the lost boys who are in career abyss go through hell and the bad guys of the world tend to take this advantage for their evil escapedes. These bad people are tech bosses, but they can also be politicians and big business owners. For this piece specifically, we go with tech bosses.

OK, let me tell you how these boys are suffering.

The BIG thing here is that for most tech boys to land those lucrative jobs you hear in tech, they sleep with bosses and have their anus penetrated. Obviously, it’s not everybody in tech, but I like to think that the reason it is common in tech is because the gatekeepers of big tech opportunities are mostly gay. I mean, even the CEOs and founders of big and rising tech tech companies like OpenAi are openly gay. And given that the boys are normally still young and naive, with mostly undeveloped character plus a desire to get out of poverty by all means, they pose as easy targets. It is this vulnerability that brings suffering to tech boys despite the industry having massive opportunities. In one way, the boys can suffer from a tainted soul after allowing a fellow man to touch and have secks with you. In another way, they may suffer because of not landing the big opportunities, which to my biased suspicion, are gatekept by homosexuals. And don’t get me wrong, many other good employers or opportunities are available and don’t require selling out to win.

A boy responds with his story.

On the same post that Amerix sent on X, a boy came and told his story. It’s this story that we are going to discuss in this edition Saturday dispatch on weekly trendz.

The world as we know it these days is reversed, and people are doing crazy things behind closed doors. And behind one closed door in 2024 was a Nairobi boy looking for an opportunity.

Here is a simple narration from memory on how it went.

The boy arrives for an appointment with the boss, and the boss starts to speak good of him, complimenting how the boy is bright and destined to go far. Then the boss tells him that he has pretty lips and asks if they can kiss. Well, according to boys who have been tried by gay men without giving in, they say that is how most gay bosses start. They compliment you, say you have nice lips, and ask if you can kiss.

Now, this boy did not continue telling the story, but I believe that by now, just that will do. However, somewhere in the comments sections, the boy agreed that he left the office immediately.

Why do boys let men smash them for opportunities?

One thing to note is that there is a direct attack on the masculinity of boys and young men. Most men lack proper masculine inspiration while growing up, and that is why it’s easy to be lured into homosexuality in order to become widely successful only to leave an eternal hole in the soul. When you are ready to do anything to break your generational curses and get your breakthrough, a boss asking to to smash you in the arse may sound not like a big deal especially given many men grow up and even reach adulthood without proper morals. For example, when you make it to university, you suddenly notice that there is another world and you begin opening your mind to new things. Combine that with some USA propaganda and UK culture exposure through music and movies, and you realise many men are not born gay, they become gay later in life due to societal pressure. And since there is a lot of homosexuality, even if you don’t end up being one, you take part in homosexual tendencies like shaking your behind for a man.

Hope for proper and straight men in tech and every other profession.

I like to think the suffering will continue for every man. We are living in a world with crazy secrets, but boys are now becoming informed. Every boy wants to break through and live thier best life. But the attack on character, mind, money, and body of men is direct and immense such that the immoral ones will sell out. For the proper and straight, if you suffer as a man, just know it is normal. But seeking an easy way out will change the trajectory of your life forever and not in a hanourable and glowing sense.

As the homosexuality trend continues, there is hope for proper men. Men like the one who told his story that we have looked at here are good, and we need more of them. Society also can use more men like Amerix. People who can call and say things as they are and when necessary shame homosexuality. Or generally, every man to up their morals and only take opportunities that don’t jeopardise their standards as proper men. THE END.

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Weekend popular trends dispatch.

Profit Owuor, Russian Uncle, and Arsenal.

Not a long while ago, I finished my Sunday breakfast plate with lots of ripe babanas, some wheat, many eggs, and a cup of white tea. Then, finally, I, decided, it would be a great time to write this week’s popular culture dispatch. This is the second edition, and if we go on well, we’ll be reflecting on what’s going on around various internet corners every week.

A reminder is that this type of writing is not going to be long or to go into so many details since it may lose or hold little relevance in the future after the trends end. It’s really just me practising my writing muscle and sharing my divine thought on what’s going on. Most important is that this is also for your intellectual benefit as you are reading words coming down from soul and not katjipiti garbage.

We begin.

So what’s going on?

The week started off with the popular prophet owuor doing an interview on tv 47, and many people on X were talking about it.

Then, around midweek, there was a Russian guy trending for picking and taking home many kenyan girls while recording that, then posting on tiktok.

And onto some football, the English Premier League is on fire, and while arsenal are still top of table, they have dropped points in their lead from 9, two weeks ago to only 4 at this moment.

These are what we’re going to look at and reflect in this week’s edition.

Is prophet owuor a liar?

So the man performs miracles like healing HIV AIDS. He also claims to chat directly with God on WhatsApp. The funniest part is that he claimed to be present with God while the world was being created.

He has a large following. While all these claims don’t make any sense, his devoted followers still believe in him, and some are even coming to his defence after majority of the public has lately started to see through the lies from the interview he did on tv 47.

Religion matters are very delicate, but we know it now. There is more to what he is saying and doing. If you have exposed yourself to esoteric knowledge, you know that false prophets are used by evil governments to harvest people’s energy and keep them away from having a direct connection and experience with God the almighty. No more discussion.

Russian Uncle sweeps them like trash!

A video I remember every well is a woman walking with her babies, and the Russian guy stopped her. He asks if they can meet in the evening and the woman accepts. I heard there are hours of videos on tiktok of this guy fishing kenyan women and taking them home the same day. No sex scenes (or at least I didn’t see any), but it’s clear he was smashing them all. Some women on the internet are saying that it is so bad, and the guy is disrespecting women by recording and publishing them without consent. Some are saying that men can also be done the same way with a white woman. A popular Christian rapper said that there were women who didn’t accept him. Some men, especially those who show low seduction skills and confidence with women, have discovered that Kenyan girls are cheap. It’s them who are not white!😆

Whatever happens, let it happen, this is just another trend which will be forgotten by next week. And I suspect it is all cooked up to keep the masses talking about something. Someone is surely behind all that I kid you not!

Is Arsenal going to bottle up this one?

The English Premier league takes a brake this weekend with arsenal still on top but with a smaller points gap than it was two weeks ago. Their rivals Manchester city are on fire and arsenal seem to be unstable given they are not anywhere near the top form teams in thier last 5 games. Arsenal, as we know it, has been known for bottling up their title winning chances from past seasons. Not once, not twice. But I see on X many of their fans are enthusiastic and positive for the trophy at the end of the season. One of their star players (was it Declan Rice?) was saying that it’s not going to be an easy task for them to lift the trophy. Do the fans know this? We wait till May.

Image not mine but referenced in last post.

Trends run the internet.

Every day, there has to come up something that a lot of people talk about. These three picks we have seen in this blog are what I am biased to choose as good trends deserving to belong to this divine blog.

They all happened, and we saw and heard them. More will surely happen because that’s the nature of the internet. The end

Signed. Nick.

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Popular Culture Weekend Dispatch.

Pedophiles, Bitcoin, and Valentine’s

A lot is going on in the world and today while on my walk outside, I had this idea come up for the second or third time in my mind about writing once a week on popular things because really that’s what many people may want to read plus it is a good attention bait.

So what’s going on?

This week, in particular, if you have hunged out anywhere in the corners of the internet, you’ve heard about epstein files being released to the public. If you’re not aware of or haven’t heard it, then I think this blog at this point might be a bit complex for you.

And then there’s the bitcoin deep where millions, if not billions of dollars, have been wiped off the crypto market after the value of bitcoin went down, leaving many holders in losses.

On top of all that, valentines is a week away, and everyone is excited about getting involved in some form of romantic expression.

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Those three are what I would like to talk about in this brief piece.

It is important to say that this type of writing is not going to be long, nor with so much detail since it may not be relevant in the future, it’s really just me wanting to pump more writing and spreading my divine thoughts out here. Without further ado, let’s look at each one of these quickly.

What are the epstein files, and what is in there?

Nothing much, just a bunch of details about people who have been said to have sex with children, eat human meat, and practice homosexuality on an undisclosed island.

The details were realised by the American Department of Justice. Making Up the List is politicians, Holywood stars, and rich popular businessmen. Some have come out and said they are not part of the bad things and never visited the island. Some are quiet. It’s just funny, and now we are waking up to the reality that the people we respect and revere are satanists and pedophiles. Go o X and do some research to find out more.

Bitcoin is dropping, and everyone wants to sell.

The world’s leading cryptocurency went down by about 30% alone this week. Everyone is scared. Most people have suffered losses due to the reduced value, and now everyone want to get rid of their coins. I’d bet it’s the best time for some of us to buy at lower prices before they shoot again because this is just how it goes. It’s not unusual, I guarantee you!

Valentine’s is here, so what?

I was looking at the WhatsApp update of a very intelligent girl about 30 years old saying she hasn’t had someone ask if she was going to be their valentine. Valentine’s Day, as we know it, is like the international day of those who claim to love one another. People have already started warming up for the big day. On Saturday, the 14th, many people will be looking to have their special moments with a person they’d die romantically die for. The cities are going to be painted red. From lunch dates to dinners to out of town trips, everyone is badly looking forward to this. I am seriously not obsessed about it, and it’s just going to be another Saturday to grind or rest or do whatever I’ll be having on my plan. But I’d like to pass some unsolicited advice. Many people obsessed about this have to reflect on the fact that there’s a lot of inner work and psychological development required when determining who it is really that deserves to be the valentine. Are they ready? Enough!

Trends run the internet.

The internet is always filled with what’s new and happening around the world, and writing about it here won’t hurt. It could be bad. It could be good. It could be just as it is. But it’s what’s going on, and we have to see it for what it is before deep analysis.

Signed, Nick.

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The endless puzzles for men.

What are men born to do?

Is there something higher and deeper to a man’s life than being born, living up to the expectations of the world, and then giving up the body to death? Many a man have probably asked this question at some point in their lives. In fact, it is very important that you start looking at life and ask yourself this question.

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Without a doubt, the life of men has riddles. And it’s those that we are going to find out in this short piece of writing, which is the introduction to many other upcoming works.

It is foolish not to ask the core questions of masculine existence. Just being born a man is signing a contract with pain and suffering. On a deeper level, I agree that men are expendable human beings born to die. And with death being eminent, it means that we have to ask ourselves good, difficult, and correct questions since that is the beginning of creating the divine warrior who can live his best life despite the insuffiencies and inevitable suffering in the physical world.

I like to think that the world has been altered to make the man suffer more and have a difficult time here on earth. Failing to see this reality and not acting right about it is what Douglas and Robert refereed in their book called King, warrior, magician, lover as boy psychology. If you have not experienced times of darkness and difficulty to the point of near death physically, psychologically, and spiritually, you are going to stay a boy until when your time here is over.

I spent over 7 years analysing old thinkers and also examining my own life and those of others. I have certainly had high moments just as much as low moments. I have seen the highs and lows of other men, too. I have seen men being relegated into the trenches, and I have seen men climb out of the trenches and rise up the masculine ranks. I have looked back at my path and compared it with my vision, and I realised that as a man, it is important to ask yourself the following four questions.

These four questions are what make up what I have used in the headline of this piece as the endless puzzles for men. The puzzles can be solved, and despite the altering of the world and the inevitable pain and suffering, men are still going to rise above everything, achieve liberty, and lead a victorious life, glory to glory. Because guess what? In every adversity and challenge, within it are seeds of  equal and bigger wins.

The questions are:

  1. What should I do with my life and time?
  2. How can I become the very best I can?
  3. What should I do about the problems that are woven into the fabric of being?
  4. What can I do to nurture the beautiful elements of life and kill the draining ones?

The answers to these questions require deep self-awareness.

And as painful or as difficult as this inquiry might get, the reward is an inward journey that offers comfort and soothes the soul by helping you see the good sense in all of it. Constructing answers out of the difficult questions elevates you and allows you to have a conviction about your direction and assurance that nomatter what, your time here is meaningful and you are not going to leave any stone unturned so that by the time you die, you are leave a lasting impact on others and make your suffering worth the time.

Getting the answers is how you become aware that you’re going to be a greater man than you are.

That now brings us to the understanding that self-improvement through body, mind, and soul is an essential task of every man and hence the way to solve the eternal puzzle of being born a man. THE END.

Up next in the works: entering the maze.

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Victorious Manchester United returns me to writing from soul.

Vibration and energy are so high after Manchester United did the unbelievable by handing Arsenal their first defeat at the Emirates.

On a personal note, I returned home from a reggae nightclub, having enjoyed watching the game and also trolling arsenal fans. Happy at my home work desk, I sat, and an imaginary butterfly landed on my shoulder.

She turned me into a muse by whispering to me.

That was when I decided I’d take some of that big Manchester United win energy rush and return to writing on this blog after years of my mind being rotten by AI as a marketing, technology and communications writer. Look, I have written a lot and so much for businesses and companies and also made some cash out of it, but it’s clear that I had forgotten about my own writing. Or, more specifically, the art of writing from the soul.

The butterfly probably didn’t know how happy I felt seeing those goals by Dorgu, Mbuemo, and Cunha. But she guaranteed me I’d be happier if I returned to writing for myself and posting again as I grow my fanbase which is now in the hundreds. And so, for my happiness and for your intellectual benefit and entertainment, I return to the old blog I started many years ago as a uni freshman. The name of the blog is Nick Osale World, and Nick is the writer. Without further ado, let me tell you how it happened.

Waking up from an afternoon nap by Carrick ball call.

The way that my phone rings is by singing to me one for my favourite songs by UK band wstrn. The song is called textin featuring Alkaline. In my zone yeye! It’s my brother returning my call to let me know that we’re going to watch together Carrick ball later in the evening.

With my nap interrupted, I am forced to return to the sitting room and play some music.

The clock ticks as I play Watendawili, Nas, WSTRN, Alkaline, and Jay Z. A little before 6 pm, I leave the house and head over to the mall.

Sitting at a new nightclub along Redhill Road

404 lounge along Redhill Road at the New westbay Mall is ambient and with pretty waitresses. One boring thing about them is that they don’t have a kitchen. That means they don’t serve food. Only drinks! Luckily, the waiter allowed us to get food from chicken Inn.

On the table, we had our chicken and chips, minute maid apple, and two big waters with two glasses each. One for the water, the other one for juice. By the time the players walk through the emirates tunnel, the spicy breadcrumbs coated chicken and chips are muched and boxes peshed on the side of the table and we’re ready for Carrick ball.

The wonders of Manchester red.

Manchester was coming into this game as the underdogs.

For one reason, Arsenal was unbeated at the Emirates. But most importantly is that they are top of the table, and the whole world knows this is the best team in the world at the moment. The game calculator at the top left corner of the screen showed only about 20 something per cent win probability for Manchester if I recall well.

That, among many other reasons, odds are against Manchester United. All my arsenal friends and acquitances had sworn that they were going to beat Manchester United. One had even said he’d cut off his hair and beard if Arsenal lost. I wonder!

So the game started.

Of course, Arsenal was cool with the ball in the beginning minutes.

Twenty minutes into the game, and Manchester hadn’t made a touch in the arsenal half. An indication that arsenal was the favourites to win. Soon, Manchester conceded a goal by an error from the defence. The ball tapped on a man u defender and and lo and behold, it crossed the line, and it’s arsenal leading one nil.

I turned to my brother, who I was watching with. I lift my juice glass off the table for a quick sip, and while I return it down, I tell him, “ni mbaya.” But Manchester keeps playing the ball and making more touches in the arsenal half, and by halftime, they have equalised. It’s one one courtesy of a goal from Mbuemo.

Me and other Manchester United fans take the halftime break, confident that United is going to win this one!

The second half returns.

About five minutes into the second half, Dorgu scores a screamer even while Arsenal is still having more ball possession. Two one and everyone in the club is junpung and shouting as if they’re live at Emirates Stadium hearing the boys shout. (At least at the lounge I was sitting)

I am confident this is going to be a win, but ten minutes before the game ends, arsenal equalize.  Oh lord! Two two. They are even looking like the more dangerous team since they have more of the ball and keep threatening Manchester United. Five minutes later, Cunha scores, and it’s three against two. By this time, there’s more confidence in me and other fans as the defence keeps arsenal well away.

The game is about to end…

7 minutes of added time, and it ends just as I had felt. A good win for man United and the trolling begins. ‘Carrick ball.’

You look at the post-match statistics, and three facts are clear. One, Arsenal is handed the first loss at home. They have never lost at home this season, and it’s Manchester, the underdogs who beat them first. Second, Arsenal has dropped points and might lose the title to Manchester city, which is now four points behind them. Three, Manchester United had only 3 shots on target, all of which were goals. An indicator that that Carrick ball is lethal on the attack.

Moving forward…

Since I had the conviction that man united were going to beat arsenal despite being the underdogs, I am also convinced that I am going to write about two or three posts every weekand grow this blog by bringing more people and fans.

Despite long months of writing for clients and corporates and also letting AI rot my mind, I am positive about this return. There is still so much writing in me right now.

My most interesting topics are psychology, philosophy, health and fitness, as well as Internet marketing. However, I am fully aware of popular culture topics like music, travel, and entertainment. If you have flown with my divine thoughts and read until here, please tell me what you’d like to read in the comments section below, and I would be happy to consider that.

Signed.

Yours best, Nick.

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